February 2012
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i’m trying so hard to stay positive in this environment, but i’m constantly plagued by the thought that every single person i talk to (aside from D. and B.) can’t stand me for more than five minutes. maintaining peace and mental clarity is so hard for me during these gray months, and for everyone else around me, too. i can see it in their faces. i want to know the reason behind...
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big-sur:
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a whole bunch of this is relevant to me, fuck.
however, i think that placing all importance on a significant other is justified when they are supportive of/actively a part of all of your adventures/life events, etc.
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this week’s accomplishments:
ahem.
made the front page of reddit
did a report about narwhals
had a vurry nice february 14th with my valentine (:
solved the problem i was having with my eyeballs… turns out i’m allergic to air…
zero in-school breakdowns
102 on muh maff test
took four separate two-hour naps (one with Dylan which was the best obvi)
GOOD WEEK WOO
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Holden would understand.
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haven’t been on here in a minute—zero time.
i love emerson.
January 2012
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At Manny’s I had two, separate, very nice talks with two different boys from my grade. Also, my appreciation for Mike Timothy was renewed. Gatherings of nice people remind me that there is so much good in the universe.
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this weather is simply spectacular. i wish i had a dog to walk.
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i never write on here anymore, which is a fact of life that i don’t like, because writing through one’s feelings, (in my belief), is the most successful method of stress relief. right now i’m reading “extremely loud and incredibly close”, which is already one of my favorite books. according to my kindle, i’m 17% of the way through and foer’s words have...
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December 2011
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i’m hurting. i can’t even talk about the things i’m feeling. i want everything to be okay. i want things to go better than i expect them to. i want to not miss you. i want people to understand how much the distance is going to rip my insides apart. i want to see you as often as i do now. i want the inability for that to happen to be powerless over what we have. i want what we...